Somtime you get urself stuck sumwhere, widout words to explain…..

These lines explains the vacuum so perfectly….

“Behind These Hazel Eyes”
Kelly Klerkson

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin’ could go wrong
Now I can’t breathe
No, I can’t sleep
I’m barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I’m torn into pieces
Can’t deny it, can’t pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won’t get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that’s left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
‘Cause I can’t breathe
No, I can’t sleep
I’m barely hangin’ on

Here I am, once again
I’m torn into pieces
Can’t deny it, can’t pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won’t get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don’t cry on the outside
Anymore..

I tried to figure out where i made it wrong, why i could not fill up the needs, i could not. Till now im trying to figure out things,trying to regain the trust, but its way to hard for me.

May be its true that the strengths of my devotion werent enough, i failed to grant enough care.

I trusted the destiny, maybe the path to it mislead me. I gave up everything for the trust i knew i had, and ended up losing all of it.

I need to believe. I cant.





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after a long long time, ive put myself in my comfortable zone again, heh heh…

i was hopin to try a vector thing, but the time was against me, so i cudnt play with vectors, instead i ended up with this….

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i was gettin bored…..so bored……..so soooooooo bored……dat i started playin wid my tripod……and then this wild idea came in2 my mind……..a lil experiment….and u get this……hahahaha………i had a huge amount of fun while i was workin on the pic…..hahahaha…….

btw.. the answer is…. a tripod!